Ground Zero

 It’s not like I don’t understand the, what’s called ‘human pain’ of living this life. ..Since for one factor we’re nothing but the wackiest specie that appeared on the face of this planet - such mechanisms would apply to a male being not only with a record of criminal reputation but also hovers over 6’ tall in physical person and thus who likely has equal aptitude to such state of being - to a newly born Gen X infant whose biological destiny would (still) more likely render her to seek cosmetological beauty than the former. ..Like, if I had any better conservative attitude toward the study & branch of Sexology in general (i.e. my grandma’s generation), I would’ve omitted the gender part altogether. …… All I can get reflecting from my academic life is that somehow I’ve gained Ph.D in bullying behavior thanks to my experience that started from my very entry into the Korean local elementary; whereas my real-life grades in paper has been suffering altogether throughout. At age 31, aft

Florida is one of the most uninhabitable states in the United States in my opinion. If every locals around you treat you like one of those unknowing women - loosely dressed, speaks in a vulgar manner with (likely) a bad dental hygiene with equally oxygen-deprived brain - then you're likely in trouble, whether you speak second language or not. ...... New York was harsh. First there was this unlikely "relationship" I was put into with a blonde dude with Asperger's - which was slightly evolved version than meeting through kindergarten. I basically punked it by declining to come due to car issues when he invited me to his family garden/villa. ... .....By that at least I don't feel like death is coming at my door yet. It's more like I've rather became calm over experiencing extremely fast-paced sets of being hired & fired at multiple times in a row after moving South. ..Which is, strange enough for me. ..Unless it was the case that I'd stayed in my nati